Highlights of 2008

January.  January of 2008 was  the beginning of  an amazing year.    I woke up on New Years Day to the start of a new life and a hot shower!
Getting my BlackBerry.  I have to admit that my BlackBerry has changed my life.  I now have access to my various email accounts, my Facebook, CNN, the [...]

Lightbulbs: An Inner Dilemma

Two and a half years ago I moved out of the house that I had previously occupied with my former spouse and moved into a small, cozy two bedroom duplex in town.  My living alone experience prior to this was … um… ZIP, NADA, ZILCH.  Sure I had went off to college but I  spent [...]

Artifacts

I take my time
Unearthing the small things that she left behind.
Hand written notes.
A pill bottle.
Me.
Artifacts of her.
Proof.
She was real.
She wrote this.
She held this.
She loved me.
Items once inconsequential are now irreplaceable.
What mysteries they hold.
Mysteries of me.
Inside of her my heart started to beat.
My arms moved for the first time.
She knew me first.
I am an [...]

Lips (A Study in Contrast)

There are two moments when I am most aware of my lips.
The first is when I am kissing someone.  There is a moment when my lips are millimeters away from another set of lips.  That split second before they touch.  I find myself blissfully aware of where my lips are on my body and in [...]

Elsewhere

Today I finished reading the Elsewhere by Gabrielle Zevin.  It’s the story of Liz, a 15 year girl who was killed while riding her bicycle.  She wakes up Elsewhere.

Elsewhere is somewhere that people live their lives backwards.  You arrive in Elsewhere and leave once you’ve “grown down” to a baby.  Then, you are bundled up [...]

Karma & My “I’m Sick To Do List”

All of the toxic thoughts that I have had for the past couple of days caught up with me.  I’m currently in bed and not feeling well at all.  I’ve got my laptop here to keep me warm and a rescheduled hair appointment for later this afternoon.   I’m certain that my feeling ill  is a [...]

Modern Love

I saw this post by Steveo and it inspired me to share one of my pictures.

The minute I heard my first love story,
I started looking for you, not knowing how blind that was.
Lovers don’t finally meet somewhere.
They’re in each other all along.
~ by Maulana Jalalu’ddin Rumi ~

Messy Transformation

In my life transformation hasn’t happened cleanly.  I didn’t wake up one morning and decide that my life was going to look a certain way and then woke up the next and it did.  Instead, transformation has been messy.
The work of personal transformation started a lot like house or office cleaning.  My life started to [...]

The Distance of Love

  In true love the smallest distance is too great, and the greatest distance can be bridged.
 Hans Nouwens

Laughter

Laughter is one of the highest forms of intimacy that two people can have with one another.
An inside joke held between two people embodies intimacy. Intimacy is not just found in the soft, lingering kisses that are left on the lips, shoulders, hips, and other parts of a body. Intimacy doesn’t just exist [...]